Last League

Hey guys,

this is fast, my last blog post was only the start of SOT and now I'm running my last league..

It has been the most faith-building period of time in my life and yet I could proudly say I've been living my best time thus far. All other years and life I've been living can never be compared to a time like this and all I wanna do is soak up as much as I can in the last month.

I've been saying "can I graduate from the assignments but not the schooling days?"..very quickly I'd be pushed back out into the working world, best part of it...The full time Dough!! But God~~~ 6months in SOT is just not enough, it feels like we've just started.

Well well, I'm really just filled with gratitude tonight while typing in this post.. :')
Over time I've learned to be contented in whatever situation I may be in, trusting Him in every step I take.  

I guess pulling through every obstacle that was ahead of me had opened my eyes to see that God has been good, He was always there waiting eagerly for me to step up and step out to experience the full providence that's in stored for me. And I can't thank Him enough for all that He's done.

I'm in love....deeper in love with my almighty God

Maturing Love

It begins with God, but it starts with us

God responds relationally. We press into Him, yet we wait upon Him

We lose everything if we lose our HEART

Meekness is the ability to rein in your rash emotions

DO NOT STIR UP NOR AWAKEN LOVE UNTIL IT PLEASES

True conversion is having a contrite heart

 God is more interested in our character than our comfort.

Don't become bitter, become BETTER

  
FAITH works through LOVE..

How you think affects your reality

Humility is the acknowledgment of weakness

BE STILL

I AM MY BELOVED'S   

reproach has broken my heart

Jealousy is not a sin, it is the only right response when you feel your love is being threatened 

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Teachings from the Song of Solomon by Pastor Kong in SOT this week..

Renewed love, renewed passion to go on for the Lord..

"No turning back, No turning back". - only onward looking from here on.

"Fellowship of The Sufferings"

These days my post are all so spiritual/scriptural, wordy without pictures..pardon me, I guess that's how it's gonna be like for the next 5 months. (It's basically my life now, accompanying me through it all. It's what I eat, drink, sleep and think about)

Day in, day out, I'm preoccupied by SOT in the early half of the day :)) , tuitions later half of the days and driving, hopefully I'd be able to strike out driving by the end of next week, its draining too much of my finance!

Back to the topic for today, I think the more I learn in SOT the more I understand why certain things are happening. He allows trials to happen only because He's drawing us back to Him, then again to be Christians we are to go through the fellowship of the sufferings, to be identified with what Christ had gone through for us, to be nailed on the cross, But God when will the power of Resurrection come upon my situation?

Its been 3 months now, and I'm still nursing an open wound.  Times when I struggled, you seem pretty fine all certain of where your future leads to, nowhere for me to be in it, you even told me to stop liking you. 

Finally decided to muster up all courage and determination to stop struggling and let God have His way, yet somehow you'd pop back into existence telling me how that heart of yours hasn't died.

What am I to say or do? (the ball has always been in your court)

We can always look back and be bitter, and miss out on all things in the future, or look forward and start anew.

For now I wanna place Him as my focus, I'm drained from thinking there's hope in a week, and hopeless in the next, I'm just directing my emotions and strength on the wrong things. SOT is once in a lifetime, its all or nothing at the end of 6 months, and I want it to be my all.

"You have to forgive and forget, and forget, to feel again"

the past hurts and pains has to die then only can you feel again, then will you know if what you do feel at the end is true and pure.  I haven forgotten the night of 14th Feb, the things we said..
Just at this season of time I need God's strength to get through the past too, to focus on what I have to now.. 

All others can wait, and I'll trust in His providence over my needs and desires.

Love Protects

Grateful Blessings

He proves Himself faithful when we are faithful in the things He has called us to.

Week 2 of SOT has just passed and the windows of heaven is still open, pouring blessings upon blessings financially.

To Brenda, Jasmine, Belle and one other(who wishes to remain anonymous :)) whom "invested" in my spiritual future, I'm really thankful that God caused our paths to cross. Thank you for the love and the encouragements, I believe these are friendships made in heaven <3

To Eugene, fellow fighter in Christ, thank you for being so generous and concern checking on every possible occasion if I have enough to get by, offering to pay for the cab fares when we shared cabs, and paying upfront first for the zone purchases that I recently made (please please remember to claim them back for yourself oki)

May y'all experience multitude of blessings in return too!

Week 3 of SOT is gonna be better than before, here comes feeding and digesting on the "meat".

Looking forward to four full days of serving in SOT choir, I'd treasure such an opportunity.

God here I am, Send me.